January 9, 2009

Well it is the begining of a new year, and to me the new year is just another day not much to celebrate (heck you can get drunk and party any night). But I am feeling my life is starting to head in a different direction. I think I may be stepping away from my life at PTA and MOMS Club and heading in another direction to try to find myself and feel better about myself. I have been working out nearly everyday since the begining of January, and I hope to join Mom 2 Mom at Crossroads Church at the end of this month. I am actually going to go to church with my friend Kelly this Sunday. I have not been to church since high school. I feel I need to make a big change in my life and this seems to be the direction that feels right for me right now. Although I am nervous about going to church especially since I have never really been before. I am pushing myself and I won't let myself back out.

The kids are back in school and me and Jacob are getting back to a good routine. I really don't like change and once I get used to them being home. They go back to school and I have to start over again, so I am hoping for a traditional school schedule next year especially since Alex will be in Jr. high soon and that is there schedule. Ashley's 7th birthday is coming up on the 15th. We will probably have a small family dinner with presents. I can't wait she should be very excited about her gifts. Today Jacob turned 10 months old. I can't believe how fast time is going, we are getting ready to plan his first birthday. Well that is about it for my first blog.